Andi Eigenmann (MNS Photo)

Andi Eigenmann (MNS Photo)

Actress Andi Eigenmann admitted she is not sure whether Jake Ejercito really loved her during the times that they were together.

Eigenmann explained why she was able to say such a thing even after all the controversies that they faced together.

Hindi po ako sigurado. Alam ko po Jake has done so many things to me na magaganda talaga. I am aware that Jake, because of his love, can give me heaven, everything. Pero sana hindi ako ‘yung sisisihin or mamasamain kung sa tingin ko medyo masakit na hindi ko masyado natanggap yun sa kanya,” she said.

Contrary to what has been reported, Eigenmann said her relationship with Ejercito was already on the rocks even before the pictures of her rumored boyfriend kissing another girl went viral online.

However, Eigenmann revealed that it was when after she saw the photos that made her decide to move on.

Nung umuwi po siya dito tapos dinecide niya po ayusin lahat. We decided to get back together. I would not want anything more in this world than to be happy with Jake because I love him so much,” she said. “We were just in the process of really fixing things and then nangyari po ‘yun.”

Makaka-move on na ako, pwede ko na tulungan ‘yung sarili ko maging masaya tapos biglang ganun lang pala ‘yung gagawin niya sa akin. Pakiramdam ko naloko ako,” she added.

But Eigenmann admitted that Ejercito’s efforts to win her back again touched her.

Siyempre po natuwa naman ako. Nakikita ko na kahit papano, gusto niya nga talaga ipakita sa akin na kaya niyang magbago,” she said.

Eigenmann, however, said Ejercito’s efforts came a little too late.

“Para sa akin, sana nung tayo pa kinaya mong gawin yun. Bakit ngayon na wala, dun lang? Habang kami, I never felt na I deserved it, na maging proud na ako yung tao na mahal niya. Wala po akong nakuhang ganun noon. Imbes na it can be a way for me to forgive him, lalo lang po ako nagalit kasi bakit ngayon pa?” she said.

When asked if she thinks Ejercito’s family really disliked her, she said: “Actually in all honesty, hindi ko po talaga alam. I guess aside from the siblings, parang hindi po [nila ako gusto].”

Okay lang po sa akin ‘yun. Naiintindihan ko po. ‘Yung sa akin, okay lang. Mahal na mahal ko po si Jake, gagawin ko lahat para mapatunayan na karapat-dapat ako para sa kanya. Pero kung hindi, okay lang din.”

Despite this, Eigenmann said she is not closing her doors to a possible reconciliation.

“Para sa akin never say never. I said one million times that I’m going to get over Jake and I’ll never be with him again but then, the moment na magkaayos kami, it’s like I want to be with him forever,” she said. (MNS)